Knowing it was three and a half minutes, I started watching (full screen) and after what seemed like an eternity, I thought, "Jesus fucking Christ, there has to be only ten seconds left, right?" I was only two minutes in; barely over half way.
And I'm very good at burning bridges and hurting people while only focusing on myself, but it's all because I have a crippling disease, you see. It's all about me, but none of it is my fault.
I'll give some lip service to "repairing damage" and "making amends", but realistically the best you can hope for is a longer time between relapses, because I really have to work on "me" right now, ya know?
Yeah, that is a pretty cliche rich kid self destruction/addiction story.
I know one little shit, who is a family member of a friend. He follows phish around for a living, and acts like a total adult toddler when things don't go his way. I've been waiting for the day he acts out in some horrible way, and gets thrown in prison.
However i think it's more likely that i will see him in a video like this.
I like how during the first shot, her shirt is mysteriously off-center so you can see her blue horrible cupcake tattoo, and as she tells her story it slowly migrates up her shoulder until you can't see anything at all.
It's like the person making this decided horrible tattoo = terrible previous life. Or she suggested it herself as some sort of amazing avant-garde vidiography technique. She seems like the kind of person who would suggest that and refuse to cooperate until her artistic image is realized.
The cupcake tattoo is from when she ran with the Cupcake Crew, a gang out to control the "overpriced 'gourmet' cupcake sold in parentally-funded shops" market in their town. by any means neccessary.